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Essay
As Luck Would Have It
Ann Patchett
Writing a book isn't the kind of thing I do without knowing
it. I've written five novels and a memoir. I'm working on another
novel now. I'm closely acquainted with a process which consists of the
search for a good idea followed by a lot of hard work. But the creation
of What now? was more akin to finding a baby under a cabbage leaf than
it was an act of labor and delivery. If someone hadn't pointed it out to
me, I feel certain I would have walked right by it.
What now? started out as the commencement address I
gave at Sarah Lawrence College (my alma mater) in May of 2006. I make a
lot of speeches and for the most part I talk off the cuff, a knack I picked up
in high school as a forensics and debate champ. The only speeches I write
in advance are the ones given for convocations and graduations because I've
found that people like to keep a copy as part of the memorabilia of the
day. I had originally composed a very dull and ponderous talk for the
occasion because I wanted to sound smart (I was going back to college, after
all) but as luck would have it, I ran into my friend and former writing teacher
Allan Gurganus just before the big day. When I showed him the speech I
planned to give, he sent me back to my desk to start over again.
Every sentence regarding this book could begin with the
phrase, As luck would have it... If I hadn't shown my speech to Allan,
who hadn't looked over my homework in more than twenty years, I would have been
just another boring graduation speaker. But Allan set me on a new course,
telling me to talk about myself, my work, and my own struggles, the exact
topics I had wanted to avoid. I hope that I will never be too grown up or
successful to disregard good advice when I hear it, and this was good
advice. I went back to work. The new speech, delivered in a giant
tent during a crashing thunderstorm, seemed to hit all the right notes.
The graduates broke into cheering bedlam, my back was slapped many times, and I
marked the day down as a good one. End of story.
Except, as luck would have it, copies of the speech started
making the rounds, and it wound up in the hands of an editor who thought it
would make a fine little book in the tradition of Anna Quindlen's triumph, A
Short Guide to a Happy Life. Once again, not my idea, but one worth
listening to. The new format gave me the extra room that graduation speeches
don't allow (nobody likes a long-winded speaker) and Chip Kidd's brilliant
design gave additional resonance to my words. I looked at the end result
with no small amount of wonder.
When the first copy came in the mail, I gave it to my 86
year old mother-in-law who was visiting from Mississippi. After she read
it, she said she wanted copies for all of her friends. "We're going
through a real period of What now? ourselves," she told me. "At our age
we're all wondering what's going to happen next. The question is always
there. It's just that sometimes you hear it a little louder."
"Wow," I said. "That's really good. I wish we
could have used that on the jacket."
It is my sincere hope that my mother-in-law is right, and
this book will serve a purpose not just for graduation, but for life.
Given its history, it seems that anything is possible.
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